April 29, 2004

Organizing the lie

What am I supposed to do now? I am simply at a loss of words, a loss of actions, a loss of everything. I don't know what I am supposed to do..

I feel like a lost child on the verge of nothing.

I am standing in the middle of myself looking up into the eyes of my memories, and trying to forget them all over again. I don't want to confront myself about how I really feel because I am afraid of myself. I am scared of who I am, and that is a truly sad thing, to me, indeed.

I would rather be in the shadows letting the part of me everyone likes drive than to risk it all because I want to do something different.. It all comes down to the routine of the act, the organization of the facade, and mine is still under construction.


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