February 28, 2005

Broke due to school.. I've got that college thing down already.

I have the product part of my senior exit due Wednesday, and I think I'll have it done by then.. I hope I will.

I am quiet and contemplative.

I actually went to full church on Sunday. It was good to feel the Spirit again, I might start going more often. We had fun discussing the idea of a good old fashion mormon boy as a husband in Young Women's. There were many laughs.

*sigh* Running off to work some more.

Wasting a post because I can

You scored as Fall. You are FALL. You appreciate all that you have, and are willing to share with others. You are a friend in the truest sense of the word, and can easily focus your attention on those who need you, placing yourself on the back burner. You make sure your responsibilites are met before you allow yourself \\\\\\\'free time\\\\\\\'.

Fall

80%

Winter

75%

Spring

70%

Summer

55%

What Season Are You?
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You scored as Wrath.

Wrath

81%

Sloth

75%

Lust

63%

Pride

38%

Gluttony

38%

Envy

31%

Greed

6%

Seven deadly sins
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You scored as Euterpe. You are Euterpe, the muse of music. You are an inventor, and you constantly come up with new ideas. You are happy when everyone else is happy.

Euterpe

94%

Melpomene

75%

Terpischore

69%

Calliope

69%

Erato

63%

Thalia

56%

Urania

50%

Clio

38%

Polyhymnia

19%

Which of the Greek Muses are you?
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You scored as True Vampire. You have the mind set to be a true vampire, but do you have the soul?

True Vampire

83%

Pyschic Vampire

58%

Not a vampire at all

50%

Just a blood fetish

42%

Werewolf

8%

What kind of vampire would you be
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You scored as Witch. Ooooh, you are one cool spell caster. Though you tend to swoon over full moons, invoking spirits through dark rituals, and hell raising demons, you do have a good head on your shoulders, though i couldnt say the same for anyone who gets in your way. Go get 'em tiger!

Witch

60%

Faery

55%

Mermaid

45%

Vampire

30%

Troll

30%

Demon

25%

Human

15%

Werewolf

15%

What kind mystical creature are you?
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You scored as Japanese. You should learn Japanese! Either or you are Japanese or you wish you were. Well, you're not going to transform magically; the least you can do is learn the language!

Chinese

87%

Japanese

87%

French

80%

Latin

80%

Arabic

60%

Spanish

47%

English

0%

What language should you learn?
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February 23, 2005

Moving up and out

Okay, so I don't understand the importance of consistant posting, but that's okay I'm posting now and sell, I don't really know what to say...

I went up to Western again this weekend and had an absolute blast, as always. Everytime I go up it's like I'm there for a week though it's only a few days and it's just never enough time.

Permanent residency should be established up there as soon as possible. And that's all there is too it.

February 14, 2005

A pinch of Valentine's Day happy thoughts

"You're my Honeybunch, Sugarplum
Pumpy-umpy-umpkin, You're my Sweetie Pie
You're my Cuppycake, Gumdrop
Snoogums-Boogums, You're
the Apple of my Eye."

I just don't know who you are yet.

February 12, 2005

Tired of it

It's one of those I-need-a-hug-and-I-hate-people days.

I'm tired of being alone and wanting what doesn't want me.

It's all too repetitive and it all just seems to suck more than a brand new Hoover vacuum.

February 11, 2005

Not so much poetic bliss

In case you were all wondering what happened, here's a link to my poetry blog. I haven't added much lately, but I figured if you wanted to depress yourselves you should go right ahead.

Smoldering Flames

Have a nice day.

Screw Valentine's Day! Screw Aprhodite and screw Cupid! Screw love!

They all want someone else, someone I'm not, someone I can't be, correction, I won't be. They want thin and beautiful, witty and humorous. They want someone inspired who will also take the time to fawn over them. They want someone happy, someone not broken that has not been haphazardly ductaped back together on several occasions. I don't know how to be that person.

I am just so tired of being alone. I want comfort and a very large hug. I want flowers and chocolates, and a night out. Hell, I just want someone to offer that. I don't care what anyone thinks and I don't care if it's wrong, I want it.

Neglect is a horrible thing. Go hug someone and tell them how much they've changed your life. They need to hear it.

February 07, 2005

Silence and sorrow

I've gone and returned. Though as much as it hurts to be gone, I cannot bring myself to wish that I hadn't gone at all. Every moment spent in their company is one more fight I can get through because I know that they are waiting.

There is so much in my soul I want to say, but I fear that I am just going to scare myself if I let it out. I know that once it was out there that I could never take it back. I will not risk it because I have this tendency to throw myself so far into things... like this pervading lonliness.